Journey's Narrow Door

Hello Mommy, this is your little baby. I know we don’t know each other yet, but mommy I have a few things on my mind.  Mommy, is it okay if I share these things with you?

Mommy, the gift of life is from GOD.  I don’t know if you believe in GOD or not, but He does exist.  Mommy, GOD picked you to carry me.  GOD didn’t make any mistakes when He chose you. He knows your circumstances and the situation that created me and He wants you to know He cares; He loves you and wants you to know Him personally.

Mommy, I am unique. There is no one in the world that will be like me. GOD created me. I know that I may not be in your plans, or you may be trying to cover up a mistake you made, but GOD has created me.  Maybe I am the reminder of someone who meant harm to you, but Mommy, GOD knows your pain and He wants to help you.  Getting rid of me will not help you forget that pain; Mommy, it will only make it worse. Maybe you think you can’t care for me or can’t afford a baby right now. Maybe there is someone in your life that is pressuring you to get rid of me. Mommy, GOD wants you to carry me and let me grow inside your body. He wants you to do that for Him.  He also wants you to get to know Him through His Son Jesus Christ.  Mommy, Jesus can and will help you.

Mommy, even if you don’t want to keep me, I understand, but give me a chance to live and grow up in another family. There are other families that want a baby like me and will be good parents. Mommy, GOD has a purpose for me to be born. I am not here to hurt you or make your life inconvenient. I am here to fulfill GOD’s purpose for me. He has something that only I can do in this world, mommy, and I would like the chance to do it.

Mommy, I know you may be scared to have me for one reason or another, but Mommy if you believe in Jesus, He will help you. GOD wants me and loves me.  He loves you too. It doesn’t matter what you have done, now or in your past, you can still come to Him. You don’t have to be perfect or look perfect. Jesus wants you just to come to Him like you are, with me in your tummy.

Mommy, GOD has told me that everyone has sinned, but if we acknowledge our sin before Jesus and ask Him to forgive us, guess what!  He will.  Of course, He knows if you are faking it or not, so He really wants you to be honest with Him.  Mommy, when you ask Him to forgive you and come into your heart, mommy, you become adopted into His family.  He loves you, mommy and wants you to be adopted into His family and call Him Father.

Mommy, GOD is the best Father in the universe and loves us before we even begin to love Him.  GOD created us all and He knows and loves us all. He knew I would be created in your tummy just at this time even though life seems messed up for you now.  GOD is not being harsh or cruel to you. Even though we don’t know why GOD allows something we can trust Him and there is a reason He allowed you to become pregnant. Mommy, GOD will not hurt us. He is not angry like some earthly daddy’s can be.  He is faithful to love and care for us when we are His children.  GOD does not lie and is faithful to His promises.

Mommy, I know the world says I am not a human being yet, but just a blob of tissue. Some tell you a lie and say I won’t feel pain if you have an abortion. Some will tell you that you will be much better off after the abortion and can go back to life as it was. Lies! Mommy, don’t believe them! Mommy, abortion not only kills me but causes you to have long term emotional problems and depression.  Mommy, those people do not care about you or me or even GOD.  They are selfish and greedy and they do not know GOD.

Satan is real and he is wicked. He exists to deceive, kill and destroy everyone he can. His purpose is to keep people from knowing GOD’s love and life. He deceives us by making us believe evil things are good and good things are evil.  He distorts GOD truth because He knows it is our salvation and life. Satan knows GOD exists and wants to do everything he can to keep you from GOD. He wants to take you to hell with him.  He doesn’t love you. He is the father of lies and will do everything he can to destroy you.  He is the one that has made everyone believe that I am not a person, a human being yet.  He wants to trick you into doing harm to me and to yourself. He hates you and wants to destroy your life along with my life.

Life is from GOD. Life has value, meaning and worth when you are a child of GOD. GOD gives that to you because He loves you.

Oh, mommy, I am just so tiny yet. I am a human being just like you. My body works like yours.  I am alive; the only difference is that I can’t live outside your tummy just yet. Just like when you were in your mommy’s tummy.  You may not be able to feel me move or kick yet, it doesn’t mean I am not alive. At around six weeks old, mommy, my heart started to beat just like yours.  Its fun to listen to our hearts beat together. Your heart sounds so comforting to me, mommy. I feel so safe.

Mommy, I don’t have much to do except grow, so I suck my thumb. It soothes me when I need to go to sleep. I do sleep and wake up just like you.  I can even blink my eyes; although there is not much to see in here. I wonder what color my eyes will be.  Oh mommy, I hear your voice and I hear music. I like both of them.

Mommy, I would like to stay in here because I feel so close to you, but GOD has picked a birth date for me already.  GOD wants to surprise you. GOD wants you to wait for me to be born. Mommy, GOD does not want you to kill me.  I know it may be hard for you, but I am supposed grow in your tummy until GOD says it is time to come out.

Mommy, when I am born, it is ok if you can’t keep or don’t want to keep me. But, don’t throw me out like the trash.  I am little, I know, but I am human being with value and purpose. I am not disposable.

Even if I am not perfect according to the world, I am perfect in GOD’s eyes, He created me. I am not a mistake or a defective human being.  I am as GOD created me to be.  He loves me and has a purpose for me that only I can fill.  Whether I live hours, days, months or years, GOD has a purpose for me and wants me to live it out.

Mommy if you can’t keep me or don’t want to keep me, give me up for adoption.  There are a lot families just waiting to adopt a baby. They will give me a good home, love and take care of me.  Mommy, it is ok for you do that. There is no shame in adoption.  GOD wants to adopt you too mommy. He will bring you into His family and love and take care of you.

Mommy, if you choose to end my life before I am born, you will be killing me. I know everybody says I am not human yet or I won’t feel it or I am not worth keeping. But, mommy I am valuable to GOD and He wants me to live.  Mommy, you are valued by GOD also. He wants you to come to Him so He can adopt you.  He loves you so much.

Mommy, I can feel pain. I know I am little and just growing in your tummy, but I am like you and I can feel pain. I can smile and dream and turn and kick. Mommy, if you choose to abort me, the abortion procedure will torture me while it is killing me. I will feel excruciating pain, mommy, you just won’t be able to hear me scream as I am dying.

Mommy, if it was you in here instead of me, would you want to be nameless, tortured, killed and disposed of like the foulest garbage?  Would you want your mother to have made the selfish choice to end your life because you were inconvenient, unwanted, defective, sick, a boy or a girl, or even the product of rape or incest? Mommy, you are here today because your mother chose to keep you alive and allow you to be born.  No matter what kind of mother you have or had, she gave you a chance at life.

Do the same for me, mommy.  Choose life for me.  Stand strong against all the lies people are telling you. There is help for you out there.  There are places that you can go to find help.  The first place is into Jesus’ arms.  He loves you. He wants you to come to Him and ask Him to forgive your sin and come into your heart. He’ll take it from there.  He wants a personal relationship with you so He can care for you, help you and guide your life. He wants so much for you, mommy.

There are pregnancy resource centers you can go to that will help you and help you find help.  Some may even let you see me in your tummy.  I wonder if that will tickle me?

Mommy, choose life for me. Even if you don’t keep me, choose to let me live.  Mommy, choose life for yourself by asking Jesus into your heart.  He knows you are not perfect, none of us are.  But He loves you and wants to give you His life for all eternity. He will give you hope, mommy.  Life is tough, but Jesus is our only help through it. Turn to Jesus, mommy.

Mommy, Jesus and GOD and the Holy Spirit are real.  Heaven is real. Hell is real.  There is only one way to get to Heaven and that is by accepting Jesus Christ, GOD’s Son into your heart. Ask Jesus to come into your heart and confess you have sin.  He will come into your heart, mommy.  Ask Him to help you turn from your sin and for Him to be over your life. Believe in Him and ask Him into your heart and really meaning it!  Give up your sin and turn to GOD and His life for you. There are no guarantees in life, mommy, but with GOD all things are possible and when you are His child, He will never abandon you.  His promises are true and you can count on Him.  GOD Loves you, mommy!

Mommy, if you choose to listen to all the voices telling you it is ok to kill me….

Mommy, I forgive you.

BUT don’t listen to everyone else! Stand strong and choose life for me, mommy.

Mommy, I love you!

With Love,

Your Unborn Baby